This time, I refuse to give up

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I had once made mistake, I will not do it again. This is to another life test that I need to get through, and I wanna pass it so bad. So bad that nothing will stop me, and I will not give up.
Here is to another year that I will face, and another October that I'll go through relentlessly.
I will not give up. I'd die, but not giving up.

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