About Hafiz: and yet he stays.

I used to say that if you make it to my blog, then you must have done something grand. This time, it might not apply at all. This time is just a simple thought where I get to describe what I feel and what I fear.

I often wonder and ask: how can I be sure that this time is real?

I always find the answer to it: "YOU CAN'T.

What is sure is Allah, and to Him only you must expect, hope and pray."

My questions are found annoying, distrustful and so depressing. Normal and easy-to-go people would find it repelling if they were asked those questions. I'd rather be alone if not find someone else if it's me being doubted and questioned over and over again. I realise it's not always a nice task to do; to convince a person with so many wounds. I even imagine I'm hurting myself by trying to convince this kind of person

And yet he stays.