PRE - Catatan Akhir Tahun
Not everyone is ready to see a long, tiring and boring process of something successful. Sebuah citra misalnya, it's easy to see and judge that on the surface, I am very cheerful and happy. I am always positive and encouraging. Then if you ask my husband, he sees me with my tears almost every night. He hears me saying stupid-silly and annoying things about politic, about people, about many things, really. He sleeps in boredom sometimes listening to my jokes and answering my non-sense. He hugs me most nights, probably because he wants me to stop hurting myself by overthinking ugly possibilities that might never happen. See, not everyone understands this. I think, not everyone is ready to see all of it about me. Kebanyakan orang; mahasiswa, teman, co-worker, strangers, mungkin melihat sisi luar dan hasil dari berbagai proses yang aku jalanin sehari-hari sebagai manusia, sebagai dosen, sebagai pekerja, sebagai ibu, dan sebagai peran lainnya yang aku mainkan. Lalu akupun sadar, bahwa kr...