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I don't know if you will one day read this or not. I just want to let you know that.. there are nights when I thank God for closing some doors - the doors with you in it, the doors with you in my head, the doors with your name on it, and the doors of hope you and I are going to work and opening the other doors - blissful life I'm living, amazing people I am surrounded with, the mental health I experienced, and the amazing things that has happened to me because you ARE NOT around. I thank God for showing me the closed door before, so I know what I am thankful about. I am glad I have been hurt, so I know how to not hurt people. And I am glad we are over, so I am sure you are not that one I had been wishing for. Thanks

NO. I CANNOT KEEP THIS TO MYSELF. I'm taking a break from being-a-mom posts! This is me! www.eatvacation.com this is me. and this is me. My first time ever interviewing a legend and got featured in main article of an online magazine! Check this one out: WWW.EATVACATION.COM and yeah. that's all. thanks.

Last weekend, I went two days straight only with mu husband. Where? Nowhere significant; a movie date, wedding reception and a day out in campus. Saturday . We watched Spiderman Homecoming, and I decided to use my simple bag without baby stuff in it. I didn't check what was inside until I sat nicely at a 'sweetbox' seat - a seat for couples in a cinema, and opened my bag to reach my phone. I was shocked it was so empty but only purse, one lipstick, a hand sanitizer, a body lotion and a pantyliner. Then I realised this was my just-married bag, the one I used when we just got married and I was still full of myself back then. I didn't need to carry any diapers, clothes, bibs, baby powder, and minyak telon. I didn't have toys in it, I didn't even have wet AND facial tissue. I was so... simple, light & alone. At night after the movie, we went to a relative's wedding. I didn't bring my bag at all. Even my phone was dead and I left everything in the ca...