Friday 26 April 2013

so soon April.

Been ages since the last post. I told you, I dislike April. Just this year perhaps I hate it worse. Not just the fact the I have to re-start the sucky long distance relationship, but also the fact that I hardly can make it to fly there to have a proer Summer holiday, so far not. That wish still exists though, at least until a next couple of months.

Meanwhile, I am re-listening to 90s songs and along that realised how much I have grown; from the American to British style of English, the perspective of seeing how life can be miserable enough when you can't say NO, until how to bow down to my own self vulnerability when it comes to heartbreaking circumstances. I have started running again though, the rain doesn't seen to stop me too  long.

I have a cable telly now in the living room; gives me more access to The Voice, Game of Thrones, NBA highlights and of course PORNOGRAPHY baby (in music videos, you think?) I so look forward to seek out something else there, probably E! news and Fashion Police are not enough, lol. My brother's been convincing me to enjoy Celestial Movie though. There you go Asia!!

May's coming soon and I cannot wait to finish it up, so I can welcome the warm June. Moreover, to finish up the months after until I can meet my boyfriend again, and plan another holiday, the feasible one! We'll see. I miss him!