10 Things You Probably Hate about Me

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and it's okay to have more than 10.

1. I hate your kindness. 
You always try to help, while most of your ways are irritating and I don't like being treated so kind.
2. I hate your sincerity. 
You always try to help literally everyone in this world. Do you think you're a saint? 
3. I hate your forgiving attitude. 
You always let go of grudge and it makes me feel bad when I'm mad and you're not towards one bad situation.
4. I hate your smile and your cheers whenever I am home. 
I feel like I'm a door prize or celebrity. You make me feel awaited and wanted.
5. I hate your brilliance. 
You always knows how to figure most things and you tend to find a way out in most situations. You think you're a genius huh? 
6. I hate your jokes - it's the worst! 
It's annoying and sometimes offensive. It's not funny and most of them are condescending me.
7. I hate your touch and your warmth. 
It's hot! Stop touching me and being clingy because I don't like spoiled people. It's beyond my privacy and I'd like to keep my cool at most times.
8. I hate your service. 
You treat me like I'm important and special. You try to make me feel comfortable and loved, but all you do is making me feel guilty for not being able to give you anything in return.
9. I hate your trait, you always make everything so easy and enjoyable. 
In bad times, you always apologise. When I make you upset, you're the one who says sorry and give in. When I'm giving you silent treatment, you always try to warm up and cool me down. 
10. I hate your confidence, hiding away all your insecurities at most of the times. 
Making me feel useless and unimportant.


You always try!
I hate how you want to keep the spark and flame alive between us. I hate your presence because it's not significant in my life. I even sometimes think I'm better off without you. I hate your existence because it means another responsibility I have to bear. & all your baggages are so excessive, burdening & making me feel like I'm in hell.

I feel so trapped when I'm with you. Like all I have to say and do is just to be nice to you or to make you happy, or to make you accepted. You are so full of yourself you think you're the best person in the world. You always pray for me as if you don't need one.

I hate you, and I wish I could say all of this to you.

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