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saya baru saja menemukan keganjilan di account blog saya: password suspended. "your account has been found to do some suspicious activity, please verify your account" pantesan beberapa temen report ga bisa buka tulisanhampa. ampun dah. this is the strangest thing happened to my blog. sekarang ada peraturan harus rajin update blog ya? atau ada stalker yang mulai ingin naik level jadi hacker nih, anyway, siapa peduli. akhirnya gua dapet balik account gw. mari menulis.

banyak juga ya kontroversi yang menyambut cerita gua soal rencana resign dini dari kantor gua sekarang. bukan, bukan berasa banyak temen atau disayang semua orang. gua merasa sedang berada pada titik paling nyaman seumur hidup gua; dimana kerjaan, sosial dan pendidikan berjalan dengan sangat mulus dan (yeah, fluktuatif, namun) menyenangkan. jangan bahas mata kuliah yang harus gua ulang itu ya, kampret! lagi mau bahas yang seru-seru disini. satu bulan (lebih) menjelang masa hengkang gua dari kantor yang sekarang, rasanya masih nggak lebay kalo gua bilang gua dapet banyak banget hal baru seru haru dan biru. eh loh, udah ya, jangan mulai nggak lucunya. serius. gua banyak banget belajar disini. rasanya nggak mau pergi, tapi gua harus pergi, demi sesuap nasi. dah, next paragraf. jadi ada beberapa temen yang nanya rencana gua selanjutnya setelah selesai dengan kerjaan ini. gua bilang gua mau nikah, tapi nggak tau kapan. selalu kontradiktif dengan keadaan sebenarnya. ya gua mau kuliah...

here i am, back in the soft couch in the city library. waiting for Susie to return my first chapter. i am so excited to hear her comment about my writing. i waited and waited for more than an hour. three hours after.  i saw a crowd across the road. i stood up and tried to find out what happened there. the was an accident. at first i was not so interested. but then, until 6 in the evening, Susie really didn't show up. i decided to leave, just before i stepped out the library door, a voice stopped me. "Mr Olsen!" it was Billy shouted from behind the encyclopedia shelf. "Yes? i didn't notice you were there!" "yes, i am born to be invisible" Billy came out and approach me "what's up?" "this is an exemplar, a girl gave me this morning, she said it was for you, Gray Olsen" "from who?" i grabbed it and leave the room as Billy stepped back to the shelf. this is my first chapter. it was from Susie. sh...

"I think we should end this relationship for a while, you think?" "Why would you think so?" "No, I'm asking you. What do you think?" "I think we are fun and fine this way" "Really?" "Well, yeah, we don't see each other very often, we rarely speak lately. But I don't think you want to end this up thhat way" "It is not that I want to, we just cannot. We are with our business, our world and our separateness" "Do you think a couple should stop being in a relationship when they do not talk much, any longer" "I guess so, you don't?" "No, I believe that as long as I love you and I trust you, then we don't need that kind of ending" "Uh.." "Let me ask you; do you love me, still?" "Yes, simply yes" "Then you feel what I feel, love. I trust you, do you trust me?" "Umm, yes, sure" "So why do you think we have t...

i put my earphone on and start walking along this subway. this is my third year in this weird country. everyone wear different socks colour in each of their feet. i feel strange the most by the way they greet each other; punching the forehead. i am so glad i don't have to greet anyone because people will not greet someone who's wearing headset or earphones. in my intention, i meant to escape from all these crazy noise around the subway every morning. it is like an unclear set of speaker built on each wall, left and right side, make a super crazy noise that makes me wanna puke. my first destination is to go to the city library where i can continue writing my novel and glaring at the nice librarian girl who sat across my seat near the bibles corner. her name is Susie, she's so thin and sweet, she always read Agatha Christie book and i have no idea that such nice girl like her would love to follow a serial killer. anyway, i like her, yet i have not talked to her since our ...

halo bulan maret , gua nggak banyak punya rencana baru, cuma beberapa target yang harus di reinforce (asli, ini gua nggak tau bahasa indonesianya apa) dan bertahan stick with the plan yang udah gua buat selama awal tahun ini. iya ya, bulan maret ini banyak sekali harinya, unlike february, gua harus bagi lagi jiwa ini untuk beberapa konsentrasi; kerjaan kuliah ialf dan diri sendiri tentunya. mari kita mulai saja, apa yang bisa gua tulis dalam sebulan ini sejak laptop gua rusak dan gua cuma mengandalkan PC kantor dan BlackBerry yang menyebalkan.